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051Ill festa them, Bill said. Youre an extraordinarily beautiful girl. Mike turned to Bills friend. When did you come here? Come off it, Michael. I say, she _is_ a lovely girl. Where have I been? Where have I been looking all this while? Youre a lovely thing. _Have_ we met? Come along with me and Bill. Were going to festa the English. Ill festa them, Bill said. What the hell are they doing at this fiesta? Come on, Mike said. Just us three. Were going to festa the bloody English. I hope youre not English? Im Scotch. I hate the English. Im going to festa them. Come on, Bill. Through the window we saw them, all three arm in arm, going toward the caf?. Rockets were going up in the square. Im going to sit here, Brett said. Ill stay with you, Cohn said. Oh, dont! Brett said. For Gods sake, go off somewhere. Cant you see Jake and I want to talk? I didnt, Cohn said. I thought Id sit here because I felt a little tight. What a hell of a reason for sitting with any one. If youre tight, go to bed. Go on to bed. Was I rude enough to him? Brett asked. Cohn was gone. My God! Im so sick of him! He doesnt add much to the gayety. He depresses me so. Hes behaved very badly. Damned badly. He had a chance to behave so well. Hes probably waiting just outside the door now. Yes. He would. You know I do know how he feels. He cant believe it didnt mean anything. I know. Nobody else would behave as badly. Oh, Im so sick of the whole thing. And Michael. Michaels been lovely, too. Its been damned hard on Mike. Yes. But he didnt need to be a swine. Everybody behaves badly, I said. Give them the proper chance. You wouldnt behave badly. Brett looked at me. Id be as big an ass as Cohn, I said. Darling, dont lets talk a lot of rot. All right. Talk about anything you like. Dont be difficult. Youre the only person Ive got, and I feel rather awful to-night. Youve got Mike. Yes, Mike. Hasnt he been pretty? Well, I said, its been damned hard on Mike, having Cohn around and seeing him with you. Dont I know it, darling? Please dont make me feel any worse than I do. Brett was nervous as I had never seen her before. She kept looking away from me and looking ahead at the wall. Want to go for a walk? Yes. Come on. I corked up the Fundador bottle and gave it to the bartender. Lets have one more drink of that, Brett said. My nerves are rotten. We each drank a glass of the smooth amontillado brandy. Come on, said Brett. As we came out the door I saw Cohn walk out from under the arcade. He _was_ there, Brett said. He cant be away from you. Poor devil! Im not sorry for him. I hate him, myself. I hate him, too, she shivered. I hate his damned suffering. We walked arm in arm down the side Street away from the crowd and the lights of the square. The street was dark and wet, and we walked along it to the fortifications at the edge of town. We passed wine-shops with light coming out from their doors onto the black, wet street, and sudden bursts of music. Want to go in? No. We walked out across the wet grass and onto the stone wall of the fortifications. I spread a newspaper on the stone and Brett sat down. Across the plain it was dark, and we could see the mountains. The wind was high up and took the clouds across the moon. Below us were the dark pits of the fortifications. Behind were the trees and the shadow of the cathedral, and the town silhouetted against the moon. Dont feel bad, I said. I feel like hell, Brett said. Dont lets talk. We looked out at the plain. The long lines of trees were dark in the moonlight. There were the lights of a car on the road climbing the mountain. Up on the top of the mountain we saw the lights of the fort. Below to the left was the river. It was high from the rain, and black and smooth. Trees were dark along the banks. We sat and looked out. Brett stared straight ahead. Suddenly she shivered. Its cold. Want to walk back? Through the park. We climbed down. It was clouding over again. In the park it was dark under the trees. Do you still love me, Jake? Yes, I said. Because Im a goner, Brett said. How? Im a goner. Im mad about the Romero boy. Im in love with him, I think. I wouldnt be if I were you. I cant help it. Im a goner. Its tearing me all up inside. 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Ive never been able to help anything. You ought to stop it. How can I stop it? I cant stop things. Feel that? Her hand was trembling. Im like that all through. You oughtnt to do it. I cant help it. Im a goner now, anyway. Dont you see the difference? No. Ive got to do something. Ive got to do something I really want to do. Ive lost my self-respect. You dont have to do that. Oh, darling, dont be difficult. What do you think its meant to have that damned Jew about, and Mike the way hes acted? Sure. I cant just stay tight all the time. No. Oh, darling, please stay by me. Please stay by me and see me through this.
liceping 发表于：2010/4/7 10:56:16
